Hello. Assalammualaikum. GN :)

Dear heart, I know there is a guy that you want me to like and everytime I saw him my heartbeats beating so fast than usually. I felt butterflies in my stomach also whenever I met him.

Mmg lama sdh aku mw story psl ni. Hhehe. Tiba2 mlm ni ada mood mw update psl my dear crush yg sgt d cintai. Ohh my crush. I LOVE YOU. Hehe. From the 1st time I met u, u make me fallin love wif u. 

Ur attitude, the way u treat me, kenakalan u, everything bout u make me so in love wif u. I love the way u make me so in love wif u. I just love everything bout u dear. Apa yg pnting setiap moment yg kt create tu btl2 bermakna buat aku. Dr 1st kt knl kn smpai skrg moment yg kt lalui tu btl2 gv such an wonderful moment ever I had wif u. Nda pena lg aku gila lelaki mcm aku gila dkt ko ni crush. Ko mmg lain dr yg lain. Better hv crush mcm u seja laa dr couple yg lngsung nda mnghargai kn. Hanya Allah seja laa yg tw apa yg aku rsa setiap kali kt jumpa, setiap kali kt texting, setiap kali ko buat aku trsenyum. 

Aku suka cara ko lyn aku, aku suka cara ko gembirakn aku, aku suka segalanya. Ko sntiasa buat aku trsnyum dgn setiap ayat yg ko sent dkt aku. Haha. I hv a great time when I'm wif u. U're my addiction n u're my obsession. He's owez say it to me. Hanya ada 4 huruf jaa stay d heart ni, CYMA. He said bgtu. Senyum lebar aku trus. Np mesti dia buat aku semakin cinta n syg dkt dia? Aku suka keikhlasannya. Dia mmg lain dr yg lain dr lelaki yg aku knl selama ni. We're not in relay but we're act like a couple. Day by day rasa ni semakin nda mw lepas kn dia. Semakin dlm dan semakin yakin. Aku syg bh relay kami ni, syg sgt. Aku syg dia, syg sgt. Aku takut sgt aku ni akan buat aku sakit sgt later on. Tp aku mesti bljr accept the truth kn. Apa2 pn setiap pertemuan itu pasti ada perpisahan. Mw nda mw aku should learn how to accept the truth. Tp buat masa skrg ni aku rasa bahagia sgt, bahagia bersamanya, the moment yg tercipta setiap saat tu bermakna bg ku. Andai dia d takdirkan utk ku, for sure only him and just him. I don't plan to find another crush, to find another love. Let me love him wif all my heart. Apa yg aku lalui ni adalah sesuatu yg baru buat aku, u teach me erti sabar dlm penantian, u teach me how to hargai seseorg itu, u teach me how to be a faithful and loyalty person, u teach me how to love you. Yes, u teach me bout everything.

Aku hargai ko as my crush, my bestfriend, my future n etc :D Hehe. Ko bnyk bg perubahan dkt aku dear. Dr segi mnghargai, mencintai, mnyayangi, kejujuran, kesetiaan. Paling ketara when I got text from u. Ntah laa, setiap kali dpt text msti aku mw tersenyum lebar. Dear laa tu suka buat lawak kn? Ntah apa2 seja bh. New experienced bg aku ni dear. Ndaa pena2 laa aku bgni. Ndaa pena2 aku lyn lelaki bgni except my BF laa. Tp dgn dear lain, aku juz nda ble lw nda dpt text dr dear, if dear ignore aku. You're so magic ! Haha. What is it ur curse on me? Joke ~ Nothing laa, aku anggp ko ni anugerah yg tuhan bg dkt aku. Sgt bermakna dlm hidup ku. Harta yg aku ada buat masa ni. I'm single but taken by u that I just can't call my mine now. Wish u were mine someday. I'll wait for u. For sure. Miracle will happen.

Apa yg aku mw dia tw, aku sayang dia sgt2, aku really n so in love wif him, aku mw relay ni kekal smpai bila2. In shaa Allah. Amin. Actually bnyk benda lg yg ble d cetakn but I think i need some privacy. No need laa mw d hebohkn kpd 1 dunia pula kn. Biar laa aku dgn c dia jaa yg merasaknnya. Relay yg sgt memberi makna. Apa yg aku tw skrg ni, aku syg ko n aku sgt syg ko. I wish u know what I'm feel for u. Really love u dear. Wish u be mine someday. Sory laa post bgni k. Lw nda suka nda pyh baca :p Hhehe. This is my world wif him n teda kena mngena dgn org lain. So no need laa busybody d cne k. Sampai d cne jaa laa, mata tdk mngizinkn sy utk trus b'bloggie. Ada masa, pnjg umur kt smbung lg :D

Thanks for time that you spend to reading this :D

Really appreciate that.

My crush, I really really love you and so in love with you. Please be mine and just stay in my heart on my mind forever ♡

Sincerely, your admirer ♡